mama and sabyang - flying away!

sana pwede na isigaw na lang lahat ng gusto nating isulat, sabihin, iniisip, para isang pasada lang - tapos! di ba, para naman hindi na tayo pinahihirapan ng pag-iisip.

lately, hindi na ako nakakatulog sa gabi, kakaisip ata. i'll feel sleepy around ten or eleven kung makakatulog man ako, wala, around two or three i'll be wide awake. as in wide awake. futile na ang pagbabakasakaling makakatulog ako ulit. i don't want to say that i have insomnia, god sobrang gasgas na nun, besides this sleeping schedule works for me. pwede pang manuod ng mga gigs, kwentuhan, inuman, walang problema di ba? ehehe adik.

mama and sabyang's gone. they left last saturday - the dreaded day, i was emotional as always. i still feel sad now, i wish i've hugged sabyang before she left. that will be the last time i'll see her like that. next year when she comes back, she'll be taller, maybe fatter, more beautiful and english speaking na! i think i don't like that. pero ganun talaga. baka mag bago na siya. not the sweet little girl i like having around pag walang topak, the simpsons addict, the vegetable eater, the one who likes snakes verrry much, the one who likes having wilson around so she can do things i won't allow her to do. sabyang, wala pa sa picture ang daddy niya. that makes it worse.

mama. it's her first time to leave us behind. she'll be gone for three to four months. ano kayang mangyayari sa'min?

next time i'll write about my four homes. that's a promise aye mate?